its me
“Ang Buhay na Hindi Bitin”
As I read this book it reminds me on how God love’s us so much. I can relate this topic from the book that I read. Because of my experience right now sometimes I feel worry about myself, stress a lot of problems in my life I mean parang bitin palagi ang buhay ko. (Configured as always my life) Sometimes I do not know on what has going on into my life… I read a lot of book from OMF like purpose driven life that was my first time to read a daily devotional I so inspired with that book because it helps me in my daily and weekly routine and then “This my story”, “Pera na Hindi Bitin”, and “Buhay na Hindi Bitin” and many more. I observed that my life story also was written in the book base on what I read.
How many times I failed even I was a sinful but he still loves me. A lot of experience before during my high school days I was a working student I live in a school campus until I graduated. I worked at night and during daytime I go to school or if I have a vacant time I will go back to work again I do not have time to hang out with my friends and classmates whatever I wanted to do, my time is very limited even I have a talent but I cannot show to them and cannot attained in any activities in our school because our time is very limited and focusing only into my work, I do not have a choice but you have to work hard enough until you finish studies. Sometimes in my life I feel empty and lonely because I’ve never experience the love from my parents the support and if I’ve got sick nobody can care for me every time if I have a problem I do not know were I can pour out my pain, teas and sadness. Sometimes I feel alone because I think that I am the only man in this world nobody can listens to me if I want to share my problems. During my graduation days my mother is not there to courting me even my auntie I invited them to attain my graduation but was not appear. I feel sad because I am late I shall wait for my auntie to come for my graduation day at that time they call my name but I was not there. It’s really sad I hold my tears for that people they do not know why I am sad. Almost ten years I’ve never seen my mother evens my whole family. My family is broken if it separately we siblings (kung baga hiwa-hiwalay kami magkakapatid.) Well that was my life.
After my high school days I thank God because I success to finish my studies in high school. I am out of the school campus I do not know were I can live because my hometown is far from my school I think its 100 km away from school. I am getting well because my godfather who pitied me and they have wholeheartedly accepted their family to support my needs.
Now it’s my college days and I deed it to find a good job. Sometimes I get stuck with my work and school because sometimes maybe I cannot comply my projects in school and conflicts for my duties in work. I am worry about that to fail my subjects in school.
Now I am happy because God give me a chance an opportunity to work in a ministry as a blogger and attending any activities in our ministry. Now I am a part of a media missionary work here in davao I am a volunteer of the edge radio. I am happy because there are somebody loves me and care for me every time I need a help he was there to support me even my family is not at my side then my family and relatives are really closer to me no more argue my mother was listen to me every time I share my problems. God is amazing no matter who you are right now he still loves you so much. And he does not ignore you as children of God. Keep faith in him and trust him with all your heart and soul so that he will listen to you whatever you request.
